Birthday Love & Love!

Today is my 33rd birthday, and I am overwhelmed by the hundreds of texts, calls, Facebook messages, and love! Thank you everyone! I am determined to have a purposeful and amazing year this time around the sun, and I wish the same to all of you!

Many unexpected events have occurred in my life in last 3 weeks that remind me of life’s delicate cycle and the universe’s meaningful plan. I had a trip to the ER, lost a friend suddenly, spent NYE with Bruno Mars and his band, lost my Grandpa’s ring, attended a UFC fight, crashed my car, my Grandpa’s ring was returned to me, I started a full time work schedule, and then came down with a winter cold. I was beginning to feel a bit overwhelmed by the perpetual downs, but reminded myself they were interspersed with some very exciting and lucky ups. (Not that the pain of losing a friend can be relieved by a UFC fight, for example, but it was a nice break of events.) These were all reminders of life’s roller coaster in a very short period of time, and each event urged me to wake up, become more aware, and gain some much needed grounding.

So here I am! Awake, aware, and grounded! Hahaha! If only it were that easy!!! Well, as I take in all my birthday love, I know I will always be working on me, but I am so ready to be working on an “us”! I am openly declaring my acceptance and offering of FULL LOVE this year, and I am looking for the one. Love has been the number one topic of discussion between my close friends and I in the last 8 weeks, and as mid-November arrived, I openly declared to them, “I am ready to date! I am looking for love!” The best part about sharing that with them, is they take me seriously with those “here she comes!” grins.

So love! L-O-V-E! Insert movie quotes! Que the Hollywood kisses! Send out the invitaions! *Giggle* Like any declaration, goal, or objective, I have a plan. Clearly nothing I’ve done before has brought me to the relationship I desire, so my plan for finding love is to NOT do almost everything I’ve done before. Seriously! Perhaps I could rephrase that more eloquently or cleverly, but I’ll use Einstein’s words, “Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.”

In all of life’s ups and downs, I find myself rushing through everything with a ferocity and passion to be in control. When I lost my mom, I was forced to coast, and I felt like too much was passing by. I am now seeking that perfect speed. Moving forward, I’m determined to proceed at a conscientious speed with the same open heart I’ve always loved with. Whether it be work, play, romance, etc., I’m taking this full-throttle energy and finding a nice first gear. Afterall, 2018 has only just begun, and life will always be a curvy road ahead.

So once again… love! L-O-V-E. I’m ready to learn, I’m ready to try, and I’m ready to be wherever the magic is happening. Thank you again for all of the birthday wishes and joining me on my new blog journey. I look forward to updating you on the wonderful love adventure that I’m manifesting in my life. I hope you are manifesting many wonderful things in your lives in the promise of this great year!

 

 

2018 – Loud and Clear!

Happy 2018! Here’s to new goals, new successes, new loves, and the strength to endure their counterparts.

My new year started with some pretty amazing numerology readings, and they are already happening in my life. The first thing to manifest was a car crash! My reading said, “You are now living in the fast lane and are headed for a few major collisions (both literally and metaphorically).” Thanks for the heads up Teledipity.com! Hahaha.

In the last two years I’ve become more and more interested and intrigued with numerology, astrology, spirituality, and faith. It started late 2015 with just a heightened awareness of a shift in my universe. I was suddenly overwhelmed with the notion that my parents were getting older, and I needed to travel to New Jersey as often as possible to see them. I got to spend post Thanksgiving with my Pop that year and Christmas with my Mom. Christmas was quite magical that year, and I have a wonderful memory of my Mom drinking prosecco in my brother’s kitchen saying, “I’m just so happy!”

My Mom passed suddenly 4 short months after that. Her death was the GREATEST pain and change in my life, but I knew it was only a part of the shift I had recognized in my universe that previous year. That memory of my Mom both comforts and pains me – two very opposite emotions that have served as catalysts for the life I’m manifesting now.

I will come back to all that in the future. For now, I offer these explanations for my deeper spirituality and exploration of the unknown. When devastating events happen in life, many ask, “Why?” So I questioned everything outside my whole being greator than any Earthly reason, above and beyond one word answers like “God”, “because”, “life”, “destiny”, etc, and here I am. Maybe you don’t believe in what I believe. Maybe you know my previous self before these events. Maybe you’ve been on this journey with me the whole way. Or maybe we’ve just met. No matter who you are reading this, I offer my story as a welcome to 2018. I hope you continue to join me, and I wish you the strength to chase my new mantra, FEARLESSNESS, and the tenacity and resilience to fully embrace it. Happy New Year, loves.

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